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Sunday, November 13, 2011

where are they?

WHERE ARE THE STARS
Looked inwards and all i feel it again,
This empty feelings that has devoured every inch of me,
Shed my heart into atomic bits that cannot be seen,
And the darkness slowly creeps into every cranny of my being,
Not sure of what to do or even the smallest clue of how it should be done,
And when I make the every first move,
I get the unbelievable flush of thoughts that it’s going to end in abject failure,
Not sure if am weak or not just ready for this task,
A task which I have always done easily earlier,
I look upwards again and it’s all empty
Where are the Stars?
Have Stars stopped to be born?
Or have the born stars halted growing? Stopped because of fear of death?
What happens when all the Stars disappear? When they just walk away
Without even a  Goodbye? Just  like the way it came,
Without a Welcome, without a Goodbye.
How long more do I have to wait for your light to reach my heart?
Have I been too unlucky to be born at this time when your light refuses to shine?
What happens to my night when you refuse to twinkle?
How long do I have to wait for you to grow and realize how much you are needed?
How long do I have to wait for your first ray?
What happened to my star? What happened to our starry skies?
How do our unborn children know how beautiful our skies used to be?
So let restoration bring my heart to light,bring my feet to satisfaction.
Let me live where the stars live when I rest,
Where no one knows,let my mind be free from all civiliasations
That has for a long time enburdened my soul to a point of no return,
Or wait maybe I will be lost for ever like they all are…………